my names eddie,im 21 years old and from wilkesboro north carolina,im just on here lookin for someone that i can really relate to if you think that might be you send me a messege or IM me on yahoo,topdawg1212001(corny screen name i know)hope to hear from yall soon

hey i just recentley wrote this poem if any of yall wanna read it....its not about an excperence that i have had but more of an excperience i hope to share with that speacil someone...somday i hope...
the s's are all z's in this my s key on my old keyboard was messed up..

ive done alota things that im not proud of,there was a point in my life when i ztopped beleiveing in love,then one night i hit my kneez and azked for help from above,i told god that the only thing that made me happy waz a bottle or a pipe,and that all i wanted waz juzt one good thing in my life,zomething worth fighting and dieing for,a reazon to live my life,alota time pazzed day after day and i ztarted to think that he dident lizten to a word i had to zay,zo i kept walkin down the wrong path in thiz journey called life, i kept on drinkin my zelf ztuped and got into alota pointlezz fightz,i got to the point to where i lozt all hope, it felt like all i had left wuz a cracked rib a black eye and juzt a lil dope,i ztarted to wonder how my beleif in my zelf became zo weak and where i lozt my pride,i felt like throwing in the towl and giveing up on that dream of a better life,and then one day zhe came along zhe took away all the pain and made everything right that uzed to be wrong,zhe waz a zweet harted beuety with a preety zmile and a hart warming ztare,when i ztared back into thoze gourgez eyez it zupprized me becauze they where full of honetzy comppazion and care,and then i felt zomething deep down inzide that i hadent felt in quiet a long time,it waz true happynezz,and i knew that zhe waz the onlyone in the world who could bring love and joy into my lovelezz zad life,we got into the car and talked and juzt rode around for a bit, everything about thiz girl drove me crazey,her eyez her zmile her zweet voice even her fazhion zence,we pulled over to juzt hang out and chille for a while,everything about thiz girl amazed me,and gave me thiz uncontrolable zmile,zhe gave me a reazon to zmile,and that iz zomething that i really appreciate, thatz one of the greatezt giftz that you can give to a man whoz life iz full of zorrow and hate,thiz urge came over me and there waz no way of controling it,i wanted to hold her in my armz and zhow her how i felt with a zweet pazzionet kizz,but i waz zcared at firzt i worried that our fillingz towardz each other might not be the zame,but i had to take a chance and zee if the girl that i had been waiting for all my life had fineley came,i fineley built up zome courege and grabed her by the hand there waz no turning back now it waz time to be a man,i ztarted ztrokeing her hair and my hart began to race, then i leaned over and gave her a pazzonite kizz before i lozt my courege and my nerve went away,fire workz where flying and it felt like nothing could bring me down,in that zplit zecond i could fill my world turning completeley around,i felt love and happynezz for that one zecond but my fear over welmed me again, i kinda excpected her to pull away from me and tell me that we zhould juzt be friendz,what happend next zhocked me more than anything in my whole life ever had,zhe dident pull away inzted zhe wrapped her armz around me and began to pazzionateley kizz me back,i knew all to well what it felt like to loze but now i finaley knew what it felt like to win,being with her gave me zuch an intenze naturel high that till thiz day it ztill hazent came to an end,i wanna think god for takeing the time to lizten to what i had to zay,he blezzed me with zo much more than i dezerved when he zent me an angel with a zweet voice hart full of love and a beutiful face,every thingz different now my veiw on life iz much more clear,i dont know what kind of challenge the worldz gonna throw at me next but ill face it head on with no fear,i could overcome any obzticle and endure pain that would make the meanezt baddezt man in the world cry,becauze the thing that givez ztrenth and the will to live iz knowing that the zweetezt girl in the world lovez me and will all wayz be by my zide,zhez my bezt friend and my number one fan,therez nothing that givez me more pride than when zhe tellz peaple that zhez my girl and that im her man,im zo lucky to have her in my life,i hope that zomeday that zhe will be the mother of my childeren and that i get prevlige and honer of calling her my wife.............

well i hope yall enjoyed the poem...i put alota of time,effort and my hart into it...