i am honest , hard working , play hard too , i am just not happy not having someone to do things with . it is much more fun when you have apartner . am i greedy ? i would love to have a best friend one that if she needs a shoulder she comes to me or if i need one she is there for me . i want the real deal breakfast , the phone call in the middle of the day , the smile after work that says it all , the hug that tells you what each other is thinking , the pretty little smile when i open her car door , the no reason flowers , the just forget about the world as we are the only ones that matter look , the holding hands as we walk in someplace , the little peck in a store just because . i know guys are not to say these things and i can be by myself but life is just so much fuller when you can share your thoughts and dreams with that special one and they share theres . they may have dreams that help complete me . i guess i don't need but i sure do want that part to be filled as it feels empty now . it would be so nice to have somebody to give some simple little gift to just because , no reason just to let her know i was thinking of her . i like to cook and i think i am pretty good at it (don't like doing dishes) i would like to tell her go set down and watch TV or read , or take a nice long bath while i make dinner you worked today go relax , is this wrong to want all of this ? i do hope she does things for me in return as it can't be a one way deal . OK i shut up for now . Harley