I'm 25 years old. i ultimately want to become a film director. Now I'm not into wanting to become a film director for the fame nor the glory. I want to become one because, well, I've always had this love affair with film. My first memory ever was of me watching an old LAUREL AND HARDY film and I've been hooked ever since. At an early age, at the age of five I was watching movies like PREDATOR, ROBOCOP, CONAN THE BARBARIAN, DIE HARD, JACOB'S LADDER, THE FLY, and TOTAL RECALL. I was a weird kid. When all my other peers were watching DISNEY flicks, I was already watching R rated films without any parental supervision. And that was at the age of five. Now my tastes in films has evolved far from those early days.

I did a lot of soul searching before I came to the decision to ultimately pursue a career in film because I want to make others feel the way I do when I see a great film. And If I have accomplished that, then that is a huge compliment to me. I'm not in it for the fame. What interests me most about wanting to become a film director is telling a story and making it come to life. Also because I think a pursuit in the arts is one of the ways in achieving immortality through your work. I say this because I feel that your art lives on long after you no longer do.

But I've come to realize in recent years that life isn't always about pursuing your profession of choice. I have found that what I've been wanting most of all, above all else, is love. To be loved, to give love, and to show love. That's what I've been missing and I feel that for me to move forward in life, I need that. Without it I'm nothing, and what ever success I may have in life, finger's crossed, would be hollow victories if I didn't have love for someone else. A significant other, if you may.

i'm seeking out that special someone that i can share my life both personally and professionally. That's an ideal. I know it is, but it would be nice to have someone there on the sidelines rooting for you every step of the way. I need a BETTER HALF, the HALF that would complete me. The HALF that would love me. The HALF that would support me emotionally.

But most of all, I don't like waking up mornings to find no one beside me. The day I wake up from a long night's rest to find someone sleeping next to me, would be a very good day indeed. I don't mean that in a sexual way, but in a way that I would finally attain some peace and not feel so isolated and alone. Sure I have my family around me, but its not enough. I wish it were, but it isn't.

i'm huge on the whole grunge scene of the early 90's but lately i've been listening to a lot of film scores. I've found that in the past that being associated with liking the GRUNGE scene of music, has kinda worked against me when it comes to finding a girl cause they may think very little of that scene. But I admit to liking it wholeheartedly because well...the music and the lyrics are really cathartic for me. Like whenever I've had a really crummy day, I might be prone to put on one of the albums from one of my fave bands because it really really does me some good. Why you might ask? Because I feel all the more better for having listened to that music, and having taken the time to listen to one of those albums, the crummy mood I was in, I would find myself no longer feeling that way. I can't explain it any better. I like and love that music to this day because it came around in a time in which I really needed it and I wouldn't be who I am today without it.

I want to find that special someone who would complete me in every sense of the word. But above all else, I crave love. The most precious kind there is, the love for that of a woman.