Hi as most of you know my name is Emily. I am a mother of 2 kids that means everything to me. I love my kids with all my heart and soul. as everyone knows i'm devoiced after putting 4 years in to a marriage that was known to fall apart due not believing in his wife. I will always love him but i'm not in love with him. the only thing we have together is are to kids that we both love dearly. Now he is remarried and my kids are calling her mommy--I know what everyone is thinking "that is so **** and how do i deal with that". Well i will tell you how, it like this my babies know who i am and will always know that. So she can keep playing mom but it's not getting her any where. they think it hurts well to be honest with you yes it does.

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Now i live in skitook and i'm moving on with my life. i just needs some friends in my life that cana help me so that. i have meet a guy that could mean alot to me if things go well.

WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR::::
***Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, but appreciates when you get all dolled up for him, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you...The one who turns to his friends and says "that's her"" ***