So here I am surfing on the inter and now finding myself facing a huge blank space in which I am to express my inner self. It was far easier to describe my outself, above, by just checking a few boxes. My inner self is a lot harder to describe. In a sense we all wear a mask, hiding the real person who you want to know deep inside. But I will say this .I don't always know what it is a person thinks of when they go deep inside, and think of what they really want in a relationship and the way they want to be treated, but I can tell you this: when I'm with a woman like that, and they really start to see the possibilites of having all that .WOW .what a thrill in the way they think . and that's when they can open completely to discovering just who I really am, changing and growing together.What I most enjoy is connecting with people. You know how with some people you just don't connect at all, and with other people you just feel an intense connection that just let's you know you're going to like and trust this person for a long, long time maybe as you just let the barriers fall and melt away you get a sense that you already knew them forever .like you were meant to know them? Sort of like that song in which you see someone across the room and instantly know that the two of you are meant for each other with an imaginary cord binding the two together for eternity, and as you start to talk to this person, and find the things you have in common, you can find yourself feeling that you have known this person for a very long time. I think that when a person can do that and let that take place that's when you get that total sense of the mystery and wonder of life the wonder that just goes beyond all time and space and it's like the rest of the world disappears and all you know is that link with that person