A rocker from W.Hollywood CA, with her own band for ten years, just chillen in Sacramento, taken time off the road, to write for an album, have my own buisness doing custom rock design, building ponds and waterfalls, .
The best description of me would be, "Leather and Lace".

Leather- I am very strong, and work very hard, I love to work on and race cars, do any sport, I worked in construction before doing my own buisness.
I can lift my weight plus, ran track all through school competitively, Im never afraid to get dirty, I ride motocross bikes, have a real potty mouth in private, lol, can work on and fix anything.
I love heavy rock and metal music. Started my own rock band in LA many years ago,and whenever I get the chance, I go onstage and cut myself open for all the world to see, through my music, I rock hard!VERY HARD!!


Lace- Even though im muscuar, im very curvy, and look very womanly,I love anything soft and romantic, like candles, inncense, soft music, silk sheets, dresses, perfume, lingerie, flowers, good wine, and kissing, like for hours.
lol.
I melt when a man pulls a chair for me, lights my cigarette, opens my door, opens those tight jar lids, ha ha, or calls me petnames like, baby, sweethart, princess, beautiful, hun, ect...or is so manly that I remember why I love being a woman, and takes charge without being macho, controlling, or possessive.
I believe that if you give a woman an inch, she will take a mile...you just have to know where and when to give the inches, ha ha.
And respect is key....if I can respect you, ill be a very good girl, if not, ill probably work you like a rib, ha ha.
Im a very physical person...very, very, loving and affectionate. If you dont like to touch or be touched, im definitely not your girl. I absolutely must hold hands, sit close, cudddle, snuggle, kiss, touch, and worship my man at all times.
When im in love, its all about him...little notes just because, flowers for him, yeah men like to get flowers too, a non expected call or present, whatever lets him know that im thinking of him always, and this relationship is never predictable or boring, and never will be ever. I like to keep it fresh and new for both of us,exciting, and of course really hot. Which would explain why ive never cheated or been cheated on, when in a relationship. When everything you could ever fantasize, dream, wish for, or desire, is right there at home, why would you go anywhere else looking for it? I rest my case, lol.


I have no children. Theres no time in this life for them, maybe the next one. I have my dog, Boogie, and shes my kid. Im going to be totally honest here..because thats how I get down...I really have no desire for any either.
I love kids, Ok, but I think you feel me here.

And most importantly, as I think I have just illustrated, at the risk of sounding incredibly shallow, or selfish when I talked about kids....please, lets keep it real. Just break it down, Ok baby, be honest. Its all I know, and what I need most. That way, its all so easy. nobody has to guess or wonder or trip. If everyone was, life would be so much easier, dont you think?

I do everything...im a waitress, a cocktail waitress, a singer, a songwriter, a mechanic, a seamstress, a licenced beautician, have done some petite modeling, been a ring girl, a landscaper, a motivational speaker, a martial arts coach..you name it.
I love to cook, am extremely clean, and like to clean...I know wierd...a clothing designer, an interior decorator, a painter,a bartender, ect...

You know, so many people say to me that they are so blown away that I can do so many things...but you know...anyone can! You just have to go for it and try, and you would be so surprised at how many unknown skills you possess. And never be afraid of failure! If you tried, and gave it your all...NO MATTER WHAT, YOU DID NOT FAIL!

I can hardly wait to see what im going to be when I grow up! lol.

Maybe, its with you,
~Roberta~


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I also write poetry, and would love to share some of it with you now...............


L.A.

Lets go walk through the city,
you and I.
Tonite while the evening,
is still spead across the sky.

Through trendy restuarants,
that reek of oyster shells.
Half deserted streets,
and cheap, one night motels.

Through soot filled pools,
that stand in drains.
And a yellow, green fog,
that rests on window panes.

Lets go walk through the city,
you and I.

Where people live in boxes,
and dont understand why.
And a baby, who is hungry,
slowly starts to cry.
And a city once filled with hopes and dreams,
cannot help but die.

Lets go walk through the city,
you and I.

Through the bloodstained alleys,
where a girls first trick was had.
And a junkie gave his life, for just another deal gone bad.
Through smoke filled bars,that reek of beer.
And long abandoned streets,
so filled with fear.

Lets go walk through the beautiful city, you and I.

By~Roberta Murdock~


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THE END


A battlefield of words
nothing said, nothing done
Anarchy, at its finest
Total devastation, slaughter.

Darkness falls...
...Ahhhhhhhhhh...
...Forever.

"Oh yessss...
...it feels so good... so warm".

"Take me! Feel me! Rape me!".

So delicious, I lick my fingers.

I want every drop.

Vengence,
For useless life.

"There is no justice in poetry!".
"There is no poetry in death!"

Fools!

"You must fight, fight, fight!"
For what?
Who knows...
...who cares.

"Die fighting!"

Yeah, right.

Sell that to someone whos buying your line of sh _t...
...IM BROKE!

Darkness is...

..oh yes..

...so sweet... so alluring.

F_ _ K JUSTICE!
F_ _ K POETRY!

Save it for the fools.
Save it for the living



by~Roberta Murdock~


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DISRESPECT

Why did you hurt me, with that word?
The one you said, but never heard.

I felt so sad, filled with disgrace,
I felt like you slapped me, right in my face.

Im in such pain, from disrespect,
so much dishonor, so much reject.

To walk away, will break my heart,
to take abuse, must never start.

I stand tall,
I will not fall,
I love myself,
the most of all.


by~Roberta Murdock~




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SOUL SEARCHING

I reached deep down into your soul,
to see what foundation you were built upon...

I wanted to know what spark, lit the fire that burns in your eyes.
What symphany, plays that sweet, sweet, song,that sings in your laughter...
And kisses them, as it falls upon your ears.

And so I reached deeper.

I did not want to look too closely upon the very meaning of your being.
Or to bring a light upon the darkened corners of your inner soul.
But only a desire to know, what possessed such power, to create you... such a beauty ive never known.

The right was not mine to try opening locked doors, for which I was not given the keys.
To try running so swiftly, over a vast and unfirmiliar place, ive not yet even walked upon.

To try reaching so deeply, without grace, violating the right of your silence,
or your thoughts, hopes, and dreams.

I draw back now, realizing that the secrets of ones wonders, cannot be taken without blessings, simply by reaching deeper into ones soul...

but must be given slowly, and freely enough, to allow one to shed light upon the darkness, he himself, chooses to share.

by ~Roberta Murdock~


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A wonderful man wrote this next one for me, and I would like to share it with you...

"Thank you again, Johnboy, im so touched, and honored".



Shattered Glimpses by: Johnboy


Shattered glimpses,
Distorted views,
Lust and rivalry.....
when i think of you....

Palapatations,
evil sensations.....
Animal instincts,
Equal your temptation......

I know the feeling,
all to well.......
You are the key,
From my cell......

My evil queen,
I'll be your martyr....
You'll take my pain,
and take me farther........

Away......
To stay.....
You'll delay....
My dismay.........

One day my throne,
Well to condoned.........
Will be you see,
Just to you and me.........

Our rule over all,
Will be not squalled,
Times vengeance will be done,
No longer stalled..........

To: luv2roknroll


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And heres a song he wrote..not to me...whewwwww...lol.


A SONG BY JOHNBOY...........

here ya go....
im being evil tonight.....

You didn't hurt me....
Damn near killed me....
But You failed,
That thrilled me.....

You shoulda finished me off,
When I was down and all was lost....
When I was weak,
Damaged and meek......
Lost and estranged,
Bewildered and deranged....
Left alone and confused,
When Im healed, IM COMING FOR YOU!.......

HA HA HA......

You actually thought,
In my weakened state,
ID forgot about you......
Didn't you....
CHUMP!!!!!

Buckle down,
You chump ass b!tch.
Im almost fully healed,
And I've got an itch.....
Im so angry,
And full of rage,
Its time for me,
To be freed from my cage....

My metamorphosis is almost done.....
You turned an Angel, to the Devil's son.....
Compassion gone, your time is soon......
My vengeance and Karma will seal your doom.......

You freed the beast within....
Your time is soon up my friend....
The atrocities you caused....
Will no longer be paused....

For I was patient....
I wanted to be at my best....
Because I will take your joy....
Just when you thought you were finally blessed....
For then I can savor....
When I return the favor....
Of tearing you and your world apart....
You should of stayed out of my world, If you were smart........

IM COMING FOR YOU!!!!!!!!


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Roberta,
You are one of a kind..dont ever change.
Love you, beautiful,
Troy


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{{{Roberta}}}} Hey Gurl!!

Simple Music can make you Sing.
Simple things can make you Happy.
Hope My simple Melody will make you Smile.
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FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but that was fun!'

FAKE FRIEND S: never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS: will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to get
it back!

If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to your
funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did it.

Me

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