Ive havnt always made the best decisions in life, but i believe in forgivness and working towards something better. I try to put God first and foremost in my life. I strive to put people in my life that can not only keep me acountable but keep me moving forward towards bettering myself and those around me. I am not always nice, but possesses a ‘benevolent strength, im not very attractive, but uniquely and boldly beautiful. i have a desire for achievement, but also an understanding of a balanced life. i strive for confidence and self esteem and to know what i deserve.ive been through a lot.. nerdy, popular; unattractive, sex object; been poor, had money.. ive loved and ive been loved.. and ive lost..but i still have my youth.. I’m old enough now to look everyone in the eye and know what I’m doing... its empowering to have been through enough so that you know you can handle any amount of pain or tough situations that come your way. I have goals in life.. I want to show people that a book is more than its cover.. dont look at me and think you know something.. if i make one person think twice before judging someone through my acts i will be happy... I'm more than you can read in a paragraph or two... So you'll have to ask ...............................................LIKES: I love smells that remind me of other people... Waching ciggarette ashes skatter on the ground behind my car when its dark outside... Laughing till it hurts... music... Reading, writing, thinking, learning...Driving nowhere specially if its 2 in the morning( i really wanna get a bike)... Open minded people... Thunderstorms... Sarcasm, wit, intelligence, confidence... Family and friends... Considerate people... People who remind me to think... Pillows, lamps and chairs... My dogs... Rain... Earings, sweatshirts, bags, notebooks... Watching my brother play football and basketball... DISLIKES: I dont like people who think everyone owes them something... Fake people... Distance between me and the people i love... That the disk drive on my laptop is so sensative that it opens for no reason... People who messege me online asking me to have sex and realy think its going to work